Annie use Your Telescope

Whew, Senior Projects are going well. I'm working with a local wedding photographer, Nina Sutherland, making marketing cards. Basically I design templates of cakes, flowers, and musicians from specific weddings then Nina gives those 8x10 cards to the businesses with her information on them. It's nice advirtisement. Photoshop is getting on my nerves. Time for an upgrade!!!

Speaking of computer programs - let me say, I'm extremely excited for a very generous graduation present - a new lap top! (not that I have an old one. I don't). This is one of your basic necessities for college and was something I was worrying about, along with applying for loans and scholarships to try to pay my way through. My heart is set on the new Mac. I love art and Mr. Mac is artsy - seems like a match made in Heaven to me.

I've done a lot of thinking lately - what a joke. I'm constantly thinking about these ridiculous things of God that just baffle me. But today has been different. Today I made a decision. I have decided to let God fill a void in my heart with his fullness. I can't rely on people - everyone is imperfect and no one can fill my life (not even myself) with the kind of security and intimacy that comes with trusting God. Though people relationships are important, very important. But a good and healthy romantic relationship is made up of two people that can get by on their own, but make a concious decicion to share life with one another. This is my hearts desire...

(see may 5th becuase i added some more explaination to where i stand on homosexuality)

I had a dream last night that a friend from middle school dyed my hair blond - with bright red underneath. And when I woke up, I was excited to check it out. hahaaaa

PSS - you know how the trinity is absent of time - i love thinking about it - the idea of Jesus existing and being able to place himself anywhere in time, same for the father and the holy spirit, before he was born on earth as a man is absolutly - gahhhhh!

I need to figure out what I want to be when I grow up- teacher? comsetology? photography?!!!!! I'll teach comsetology and publish books full of pictures of my Make up Academy - good - problem solved :p

this is ridiculous!!!
where's my adderall?!

IF ANYONE HAS AN OLDSCHOOL POLARIOD CAMERA (i'm jealous.)